Nirvana (?)

After 4 months away from home, I can say that everything is fine and no way do I regret my decision to leave. I met new people, I learnt new things, I saw new images. But most important, I found the time and the space to calm down, think seriously, sort out some unfinished business and figure out what my next steps should be. I got rid of some of my demons, reconciled with the remaining ones and, day by day, a feeling of balance fills me up. I feel like the sea early in a sunny, summer day, stretching towards horizons I thought that were long lost and approaching to lands whose existence I was unaware of.

Guess what. It turns out that inner balance -though definitely positive- does not equal to absolute happiness. It seems that, for some people, some (healthy) drama is necessary after all.